Chapter 1150: Chapter 1150 I have let her down
Author: DawnMachine Translation
"Sigh... "
"In that case, the two of them should be cousins... right? "
Zuo Aiai said carefully.
Jin Di lowered his eyes and didn't say anything. The atmosphere seemed to have suddenly become a little heavy.
Yang Lan was her elder sister, and Lu Mobai was Jin di's younger brother. Although the two of them were not related by blood, they were still tightly bound together by countless threads.
"Do you feel that... the two of US seem to be blessed by fate? "
Zuo Aiai's voice was soft.
Jin Di was slightly stunned. He looked back at her and saw that she was about to cry, but the corners of her mouth were curled up with all her might.
"although I know that it doesn't feel good to say these things at this time. Lu Mobai and Yang Lan clearly have such a painful past... ... But the two of us are so happy .. If I were Uncle Jin Jingsheng's daughter, then I wouldn't be with you... ... If the fates of Yang Lan and I were to be swapped, then I wouldn't be able to meet you .. If... ... ..
"There aren't so many ifs, " Jin Di said sternly as he held her hand tightly.
"If our fates are fated, then the fate between the two of us is too heavy. No matter what happens, we will meet, we will be together, and we will make each other happy. We haven't wronged anyone... ... Lu Mobai and Yang Lan.. .. It's indeed very sad, but all of this is their own choice, their own choice."
Even though that was really the case.
However, she still could not help but cry.
It was clearly not something that happened to her, but as soon as she thought of the past of Yang Lan that she had seen in Jin Di's file bag and the Yang Lan that she saw now... ... Her tears could not stop falling ...
If fate did not make so many jokes, Yang Lan could also live a happy life.
If mother and Uncle Jin Jingsheng were not separated, then many people could be happy now. If Mother did not love father, then her birth was not because of love... ...
She was the product of mistakes, the child left behind by these chain mistakes.
Although she knew that she could not change the past, she could not help but think that if she had not been born, if Uncle Jin and her mother had been together... ... If, if at that time.. ...
"Jin di... i. . . I feel that I have really let Yang Lan down, I have let her down... "
She cried and shouted.
She used to feel that she was living a very unfortunate life, feeling that her life was dark.
But now that she knew everything about Yang Lan, she realized that she was really too shallow.
Compared to Yang Lan, her life was already a thousand times happier... ...
Really.
Everything that she enjoyed, everything that she complained about, everything that she worried about... ... Maybe it was something that Yang Lan couldn't get even if she spent her entire life .. Everything that she yearned for, everything that she hoped for.
Yet, she had never looked at it properly and cherished it properly. She was really... ...
"I seem to understand why Yang Lan hates me, why she hates me. "But she still didn't hurt me. She didn't really hurt me. If I were in Yang Lan's position, I would probably hate myself so much that I would want to kill me... "... the same mother, the same blood. Why would she go through all that while our country is so blessed "... "..."