Chapter 739: Chapter 739: Heartache
Author: DawnMachine Translation
Jin Di silently brought the delicious dinner to the table. Zuo Aiai did not dare to ask any more questions, but quietly helped him clear the table.
The two of them opened a bottle of'82 lafite. By the time they sat down, it was already dark.
However, Jin Di still did not have the intention to continue the story. Even if she wanted to hear the result, she could only endure it.
Jin Di quickly collected his emotions and started to cut the steak with a normal expression.
She had no appetite and her mind was filled with the skinny girl. She just wanted to know what happened to the innocent girl who loved Jin di back then?
Jin Di saw the expression on Zuo Aiai's face from the corner of his eyes and saw that she was constantly distracted.
He finally sighed helplessly and put down the knife and fork in his hand. There was a strange light in the deep eyes on his slightly lower face.
"I never thought that I would meet a girl that I could accept one day. If life can be predicted in advance, then I would rather not have any contact with any girl before I met you. "
This was clearly a beautiful love sentence, but there was no such expression on Jin Di's face.
Jin Di frowned, his eyes filled with sadness.
"She passed away. ". That day on the rooftop, she did not complain, nor did she blame me, nor did she cry. She only said that her biggest dream in her life was to be a world-class chef. She wanted to be a good wife who could cook the most delicious food in the world for her husband, but she did not have the chance. There was something wrong with her body, and she wanted to drop out of school to go to the United States for treatment. Later, I found out that she had passed away not long after she left school. Originally her disease once had an operation, the doctor said the recurrence probability is very small, she should have been healthy in this life grow up, live on... ... She probably did it because of me . . . ."
Before Jin di finished his words, Zuo Aiai suddenly stood up from her seat with a bang!
"It's not your fault. "
Women were not the only ones who suffered psychological trauma. Just like the past between Lei Xiaoxiao and Duan Boyi, which had troubled Lei Xiaoxiao for so many years, Jin di had a cold personality for so many years. He even had few female friends by his side.
There were absolutely no scandals before him.
Perhaps in the eyes of some people, a large part of it was because of his female allergies. However, it had to be said that this kind of life was not normal for a normal young man.
Even if he had a female allergy, this kind of lifestyle was also very problematic in Zuo Aiai's eyes.
When they first started to get along, it could be said that Jin di knew almost nothing about women. In the way he treated himself, he was so stiff that it was difficult to accept it... ...
She once thought that it was because of his female allergy.
But now, she suddenly understood that Jin di did not have any contact with women just because he was allergic to women, but also because of that girl... ... It made him feel that if he gave girls the illusion of love and affection, in the end, they would all be hurt because of him ...
The indifference and ruthlessness in the eyes of outsiders, to Jin di, was perhaps more of an unknown gentleness.
Her left chest was hot and painful.
Her heart ached for that simple and innocent boy who did not know how to deal with his emotions. Her heart ached for the man who had been carrying the cross in his heart for so many years and silently carried the girl's dream for so many years.