Chapter 688 – Could It Be That If There Were No Danger To My Qin, You Would Never Plan To See Me Again In This Lifetime
Xian Guiying looked at him blankly, unable to speak for a while.
Remembering the call she received in front of the Royale Nightclub last night, his voice that time was relaxed. He didn't stop her and just watched her as she helped Qin Gengxin get into the car.
"Why didn't you stop me?" Her throat felt dry and hoarse, her nose ached, and she felt a dull ache in her chest.
However, Wei Zhengsheng just chuckled. "Is there any point in stopping you?"
He looked into her eyes with a faint smile.
"After all these years, I've seen you stumble on Qin Gengxin's body. If I could stop you, I would have stopped you long ago. Even if I tried to stop you, would it succeed?" He said softly. "Since you suddenly decided to return to the United States, I already know Qin Gengxin was one of the reasons. You are worried about him."
"Love evokes hatred. If you don't love too much, you won't be too stubborn to put hatred in your heart, force divorce, force yourself to forget, and even force yourself to accept a new relationship. If you can't let it go, if you want to help him, if you're going to stay by his side at the moment, I can understand even if I don't want to. "
"It's just that, Guiying… As you said, we're no longer young and you know what our parents expected. Between us, this lifetime opportunity will exist once. There will be no other time in the future."
'There will be no other time in the future.'
What Wei Zhengsheng meant was that if Xian Guiying chose Qin Gengxin this time, he wouldn't wait for her anymore and wouldn't take care of her anymore.
Xian Guiying looked at him. "Zhengsheng, how did you do that?"
Wei Zhengsheng suddenly laughed. "I, myself, also don't know."
He walked down the hotel stairs, no longer looking at her. "I can't force you to do what I want you to do."
As he spoke, he gradually moved farther and farther.
When she almost cut her finger again, Xian Guiying immediately came back to her senses and raised her hand, looking at her bleeding finger. She paused for a moment and was about to turn around and put the noodles in the boiling pot when she suddenly saw the bandage pass from behind her.
She looked back and saw that it was from Qin Gengxin.
"I don't have gauze at home. Put a bandage on it." He said.
Xian Guiying didn't take it. "It's just a small cut. There's no need for this. There's no more blood and it's no longer painful."
If this were the former Qin Gengxin, he would surely have immediately grabbed her hand and put the bandage on her. Right now, when she refused, he said nothing, instead, he put the bandage on the cabinet behind him and turned to leave.
Watching his indifferent back, Xian Guiying lowered her eyes and looked at the bandage.
Was it okay to stick this thing on your wounds?
She always thought that the wound could be healed within a time. Yet, even though it didn't look completely damaged, she still felt pain in her bones and heart.
Everyone said that there was no reason to love someone, but after so many years, she still didn't know why exactly she insisted on Qin Gengxin, including now. She didn't understand why she should reject Wei Zhengsheng, who was so kind to her. She clearly had feelings for him and she clearly feels that she should marry him. But why did she come and stood here in the blink of an eye?
After about ten minutes, Xian Guiying finished cooking the noodles and preparing the broth. She poured the noodles into a bowl and brought them out. Qin Gengxin was sitting by the French window in the living room. He had a box of cigarettes in his hand. He opened it and took out a cigarette.
Xian Guiying frowned and reached out to pick up a cigarette between his fingers. Then, she grabbed a box of cigarettes and a lighter in his other hand and threw them into the trash can next to him.
"From now on, at least until the rash on your body goes away, you can't smoke, drink, eat spicy food or soy sauce. You are only allowed to eat light food." She looked at him seriously. "You don't want a good body anymore? You want to ruin your own body?"
Qin Gengxin looked at her and sighed. However, he did not insist on smoking. He just answered with a calm, "Fine."
Seeing that he was completely obeying her, Xian Guiying didn't say anything else. She brought the bowl of noodles to him and said, "Then eat the noodles. If you don't eat something better and replenish your energy, your body won't be able to take it anymore."
Qin Gengxin didn't take it. He lowered his head and saw two boiled eggs in a bowl.
Xian Guiying smiled. "I know you like to eat eggs, so I put them down. Eat them quickly."
"Who says I like eggs?" He asked flatly.
"You know, when I first came to the United States, you asked the waiter for extra eggs when we ate outside. Then you smiled and told me that you like to eat eggs."
What happened twelve years ago was just ordinary speech, but she can still remember it.
Qin Gengxin frowned and stared into her eyes.
Xian Guiying smiled at him, "Eat it. I ended up making some. You're not a child, so I don't have to coax you, right?"
With that, she handed the bowl to him.
Qin Gengxin slowly took the bowl, then took the chopsticks and ate it with his head bowed.
Seeing that she was planning to sit there watching him, a blush appeared on Qin Gengxin's face. A man who had always claimed that he was an elegant and handsome person was currently looking very miserable, like a beggar on the street. But since he was willing to eat, Xian Guiying did not ask for anything else for now, and after looking for a while, she turned around to bring her bowl of noodles over and sat shoulder to shoulder with him.
While eating, she seemed to casually say, "Mrs. Bai came to Boston a few days ago, did you know that?"
Qin Gengxin focused on eating the noodles as if he hadn't heard what she was saying.
Xian Guiying drinks the soup before looking at him. "Are you really going to sell your Qin?"
Qin Gengxin sipped his broth, put down the bowl, and looked at her indifferently.
Xian Guiying looked at him seriously. "Based on my understanding of you, I've always felt that passive methods like selling Qin shouldn't be something you would do."
Qin Gengxin just snorted and said nothing. He looked out the window with a calm look. "Could it be that if there were no danger to my Qin, you would never plan to see me again in this lifetime?"
It was rare for him to talk about the problem between the two of them, rather than just push her away with indifference.
Xian Guiying wasn't trying to be mean. When she was making the noodles in the kitchen, she had already thought that all these years, it was really just as Xian Zihao had said. That they were destroying each other.
However, when both of them were destroyed, they would be reborn together.