Chapter 2479: Trying Her Best to Continue Living
The most ridiculous thing, however, was that she was not hard-hearted enough to end her life by biting off her tongue.
That woman has achieved her goal!
That’s right. I’m just reaping the seeds I sowed!
If I didn’t disfigure her face back then, I wouldn’t be lying on this bed now!
Yun Na succeeded!
She’s completely succeeded in destroying me!
She could not live in such humiliation and bear seeing herself becoming so ugly while greeting the bright, sunny morning with a smile.
Every morning, as she looked out of the window to see the morning sun, she could feel that her world had permanently descended in darkness and despair; the bright sun rays would never be able to shine into her heart again.
However, whenever she saw her mother crying her heart out and her father letting out a heavy sigh as they sat by her side, she would always try to motivate herself anew.
Let’s continue living!
What’s there to fear about living when I’m not afraid to die?
Who knows? Maybe I’ll fully recover eventually?
Advanced medical technology may be able to give me a new lease on life, and perhaps I still have a bright future ahead.
As her bodily senses gradually recovered, though, the excruciating pain she felt soon ate away her willpower.
She realized, there and then, that staying alive was, sometimes, the cruelest thing!
It was torture to be alive!
A cripple. That was what she would be for the remainder of her life. No longer could she hug her beloved man, wear beautiful dresses, and apply her favorite lipstick. In fact, there was no way she could stand seeing her monstrous face!
Even having the ability to walk had become a luxury to her.
She vaguely heard that the burned skin on her right leg was too big of a surface area to undergo skin-grafting. Should the infection worsen, she might have to amputate it.
Amputate?!
She nearly blacked out when she heard that. She was so shocked to the point that no tears came forth even though she wanted to break down in tears!
Inwardly, she could feel herself crumbling apart as she asked herself, Am I to be cruelly robbed of the right to walk like a normal person, too?! Am I going to be wheelchair-bound for the rest of my life?
Her mother comforted her repeatedly, “Don’t be scared, Tiantian. I’ll take care of you for the rest of your life if you really have to amputate your legs.”
Since the young lady could not speak, she could only cry in her heart as she wondered to herself, What’s going to happen to me when you and dad are no longer around?!
Who will take care of a cripple like me?
I might as well just end my life right here!
She was all drenched in a cold sweat, resulting in the bedsheets to be damp as well, when the changing of the dressings was finally over.
The nurses had no choice but to move her to change the sheets into clean ones. This process, however, brought her unimaginable pain again.
She was covered in injuries all over, so she would be in great agony no matter which part of her came into contact with something. She suffered a great deal of pain when the nurses had to shift her onto another bed.
This is a life worse than death…
A life worse than death!
This thought played on a loop in her mind as she gritted her teeth and wondered nonstop, Why didn’t that fire burn me to ashes?
At least, my suffering would’ve been short-lived.
At least, I needn’t live in such agony…
Oh, heaven, please just end my suffering…
I really don’t have the will to continue living anymore.
Once the doctors and the nurses left, her mother rushed in at once, only to see her lying ramrod straight in bed as she stared unblinkingly at the ceiling with eyes wide open. Alas, no amount of light could refract into her pupils.