Chapter 1748 – You Don’t Have the Right to End Yourself (1)
VHe raised his head all of a sudden; his tear-stained face was full of self-reproach and guilt, and his big, bright golden eyes were full of hatred for himself.
“If it hadn’t been for me, they would not have died. If only I hadn’t been born…” The little golden dragon bit his lip and tried to restrain himself from crying.
Because of the devil energy in his body, his growth rate was reduced to the extreme, but despite not really growing up, he still had the ability to think.
In his period of ignorance, in order to protect his safety while leaving, and to buy him more time to escape, his mother did not hesitate to sacrifice herself.
Escaping everywhere in the Hidden Dragon Continent, hiding day and night from the never ending pursuit of the enemy.
He witnessed his companions die in the battle one by one. He watched those uncles, who had taken care of him and laughed with him everyday, fall into a pool of blood. He was afraid, and he was in despair.
The companions around him all died. Those familiar faces had been buried in the earth.
The dragons who had guarded him all this time all chose to end their lives in the same way before they died.
Self-explosion occurred time after time; red blood stained the soil again and again. One mournful dragon cry was the last sound left by his companions in the world.
In order not to let their bodies fall into the hands of the undead, the dragons chose to end their lives in the same way as their queen.
The little golden dragon grew up in such an environment.
Endless pursuit, endless sacrifice.
No matter how ignorant he was, he was also aware that he was an inconvenience and a burden.
Long Yan’s goal was him. If he died, his other companions could continue to live. If he died, they would no longer have to sacrifice themselves to protect him.
The feeling of guilt and these debts were all piled up in the little golden dragon’s heart, almost crushing his immature mind.
But everything he heard just now was like a lightning bolt from the clear sky. He was unable to recover from the shock for a long time.
In the beginning, their fleeing team was still so huge. Tens of thousands of dragons had enough strength to hide after their bloody battles.
However, Long Yan’s pursuers were like jackals and wolves; they did not give them any time to rest with day and night of fighting and countless moments of desperate resistance. After leaving Long Miao’s side, the little golden dragon spent every day fleeing the enemy’s pursuit.
It never occurred to him that Long Yan was able to locate them all because of him.
It was he who had exposed their whereabouts and plunged his companions into despair again and again.
He was the real murderer, the murderer who had killed so many of his companions.
“I don’t want to go north. I don’t want to involve anybody anymore.” The little golden dragon stood up so suddenly, loosened the hand holding Shen Yanxiao’s clothes, and rushed fiercely towards the edge of Vermillion Bird’s back. He then opened his arms wide and jumped into the air.
“Damn it!” With a low curse, Shen Yanxiao leaped forward and flew off Vermillion Bird’s back. She immediately caught back the little golden dragon.
“Let me go! Let me die! I don’t want to return to anyone anymore!” The little golden dragon struggled to break free from Shen Yanxiao’s embrace, and big beads of tears kept falling from his eyes.
He hated his lack of power, he hated the devil energy in his body, and he hated that he didn’t know about himself sooner.
Being like this, he was just a useless individual who would only drag down his companions. He should not live in this world at all.
Pah!
The sound of a slap echoed loudly and sharply.