He held her hand tightly and pinned them one her either side and he looked into her angry eyes. "You are right. I always seek reasons to get closer to you. But why do I even have to? Isn't it sad enough that I have to even seek for it when I should get it rightfully from my wife?"
'He doesn't even hesitate from admitting it. Shameless!' Jiang Yuyan tried to move but she was pinned under him and gave up. "Let me go," was the only thing she could say.
Seeing her so indifferent, he glared back at her. "Didn't you like what we did yesterday?"
"I was being forced," she countered looking back at him.
"Then what about those sweet sounds you made when I sucked onto your neck?" he asked.
"Those were from suffocation...."
".....with pleasure," he interrupted her to complete in his way.
She looked at him feeling bewildered.
"Should we try it again to check if you were suffocating or enjoying it?" he asked and moved his face even closer as if he wanted to kiss her; his sight moved from her anxious eyes to her lips.
"You think I enjoy it? of course, I do but later it's torturous to stop midways and hold back, and that torture is worse than what I enjoy. Don't think it's so easy for me."
"Then don't torture yourself and just let me go," she said calmly.
"But I need to make up for the time you would be gone," he said and kissed her and said in between the kiss, "Why are you so sweet and tempting?"
Jiang Yuyan as usual tried to be unaffected and tried her best to not kiss him back as she stared at the ceiling, avoiding closing her eyes so she would not feel his touch and tell her body to be calm. This guy sure didn't know how he had started to affect her body and with his every attempt it was getting hard for her to hold back too. How can she not respond when someone was seducing her like this even though she didn't want it.
Lu Lijun stopped kissing and pecked on her lips as he moved to her ears. "I am growing impatient, Yuyan. I feel like I will do something bad to you."
With this hoarse whisper in her ears, Jiang Yuyan felt her heart skipping a beat. What he said was not anything good for her but she felt something else and it was sure not a reluctance.
Lu Lijun bit her earlobe as a light gasp left her lips which she tried to suppress by pressing her lips together only to hear him saying something more seductive, "I want you, Yuyan."
Why was he saying her name again and again? Gosh, it sounded so seductive in his hoarse voice and attacked her defense. 'Stop saying my name.'
With the trail of kisses along her jawline, he came to face her and asked, "When will you accept me?"
His intense pitch-black eyes, full of need, made her heart beat even faster and her throat dry. She knew she was being submissive to his physical advances but she didn't think about him as a man that what he expected from her.
"I don't love you Lijun," she said, hoping he will understand.
"I know, but eventually you will learn to love me," he replied. "Just how your body has started to accept me, soon your mind and heart will follow it."
"It won't...."
"It hurts me to see how you stop yourself from kissing me back when you actually want to do the opposite. Is it that difficult to do so? Why can't you just let it go and feel it?" he interrupted her, only to leave her speechless. He had caught her though she tried her best to hide her inner desires.
"Y-You are mistaken," she mumbled.
'This stubborn woman,' he thought and smirked wickedly.
"Should I prove to you that I am not mistaken?" he asked coldly and added before she could reply, "One thing I am sure of if I do to you at this moment, you won't stop me once I start."
"It's not...."
"Deny it and you will see me going down," he warned.
Jiang Yuyan stayed quiet but felt her heart would jump out of her chest at any moment. She had no way to stop him and if she said something, it would only backfire on him.
Can she really have such a relationship with him? she thought and the answer was clear NO. She can never ever think about it. He is young and reckless but she couldn't be like him. She needed to be rational. These thoughts made her mind chaotic.
"What are you thinking," he asked, seeing her lost. Though her eyes were staring at him, he could see she was lost somewhere.
She returned back to her senses and realized when nothing worked on him, only her pleading did the job. "Please let me go before others wake up."
He could not say no to her pleading but neither did he wish to let her go.
"Kiss me and I will let you go," he said.
"Lu Lijun, you are being too much now," she said annoyingly. The poor frail woman couldn't even move to kick him out as what she felt at this moment- urge to kick him strongly.
"Peck will do too," he offered.
She looked at the window and noticed mild sunrays feeling up in the sky. The time was going out of her hand and she needed to leave as soon as possible.
In haste, she pecked on his lips in a hurry. "Now let me go."
"We will keep kissing for the next time," he said and moved away to let her go.
Jiang Yuyan immediately stood and was ready to run away but Lu Lijun held her hand, "Wait."
"What now," she asked under gritted teeth.
Lu Lijun straightened up her neckline to cover her neck properly and settled the collar of her trench coat. Cupping her face in his palm he pecked on her forehead and stepped away as he said, "You can go now."
Jiang Yuyan hurried to go out while Lu Lijun smiled looking at her.
Jiang Yuyan walked hurriedly as she rubbed her forehead where she still felt the warmth of his lips. 'What's with him? One moment he is so aggressive and another moment treats me like a kid. He seems to have lost his mind.'
Getting into the car she left Lu Mansion to go to her home while Lu Lijun looked at the car leaving Lu Mansion while standing in the gallery of his room.