Chapter 153 I Want To Help You...
Lu Qiang pinned both of her hands above her head with his hands. He put all his body weight on hers, not allowing her to move a bit. He was kissing her with all his might that she couldn't catch up to his pace and soon felt short for breath. She was struggling. Lu Qiang let go of her lips for a moment and said while looking into her eyes with his hoarse voice, "Breathe!"
Jiang Yuyan was already feeling dizzy. She tried to breathe as much as she could. Lu Qiang parted her legs away by using one of his legs to separate them. He was now in between her legs. Once her breathing was normal, he captured her lips again with his but this time there was a change in his behavior. He was not gentle at all. He was using his teeth more, his body temperature was on higher side and there was a change in his lower body part, which he was rubbing against her private part that made Jiang Yuyan feel very different. But, she couldn't tell what that feeling was.
Lu Qiang let go of her hands, moved his right hand to the back of her neck and lifted it little up to kiss on her neck. Jiang Yuyan also moved her head up to let him do it easily and comfortably. What Lu Qiang was doing towards the south with his aroused lower body part, was way too arousing for both of them. The only thing stopping them from doing the actual deed was their clothing.
Lu Qiang's hands moved to her top's neckline and he tore it apart till half. That top had three buttons. He didn't bother to open them just tore them apart with the force used by his both hands. Her chest was almost open in front of him with her inner wear covering her bosom. Lu Qiang didn't hesitate this time and started to kiss her just below her collar bones while sucking and pulling her delicate skin in his teeth, leaving marks on it.
Jiang Yuyan forgot what was happening and what Lu Qiang was doing as she was aroused by his manhood touching and stroking her down there which made her arch her back and curl her toes. She was just moving her fingers through his hair on back side of his head.
Lu Qiang pulled her top down from her shoulder with the thin belts of her inner wear. Her bosoms were completely exposed in front of him and he couldn't hold back his temptation to touch them.
The moment he touched them with his hand and tried to take them in his mouth, Jiang Yuyan suddenly became stiff and she pulled back her hands which were moving through Lu Qiang's hair. Again the same thing happened. Lu Qiang realized it and stopped. He looked at her, she looked like holding her breath with her eyes shut tightly.
Lu Qiang straightened her top and covered her chest again. Jiang Yuyan opened her eyes only to realize, Lu Qiang had backed down. She looked at him and said, "I am fine. You can…."
"It's okay!" before she could say anything further, Lu Qiang stopped her. Then, he buried his face in the crook of her nape and said, "I am feeling like I am going to die now, just too difficult to bear it."
Jiang Yuyan felt sad to hear it. She hugged him tightly as he was lying on her body with his face buried in crook of her nape. Tears rolled down from her eyes and and she said, "I am sorry Lu Qiang."
Lu Qiang was still lying like this and replied, "No. I am sorry that I couldn't control myself." He lifted his head, looked at her and said, "I have to go now or I don't know what I will do to you. I am afraid I won't be able to control myself anymore."
Jiang Yuyan caressed his face with her palm and said while looking into his eyes with love for him, "Why are you even trying to control yourself then?"
Lu Qiang replied, "Because you are not ready yet."
Jiang Yuyan shook her head and was about to say that she was ready but Lu Qiang stopped her and said, "Don't say anything that will make me do something that I don't want to right now. I will be back shortly."
Lu Qiang was aware, she was not ready yet and she was trying to be just for his sake. He wanted her to be ready for this, mentally and physically both. Mentally she was ready but her body reacted otherwise, whenever he tried to touch her chest.
Lu Qiang didn't want her to suffer or remember anything from her past whenever they would be having their best moments together. Also, there was one more thing. He wanted to know her past first and he was waiting for her to share with him. He had all of these things in his mind all the time, but being close to her always made him lose his mind.
Lu Qiang got off from bed and stepped towards the bathroom immediately as he was afraid, he won't be able to stop if he continued to stay with her in same bed, in his current condition. Lu Qiang entered the bathroom and stood under the shower without even removing his clothes, with his both hands resting on the wall in front of him and his head lowered down with his eyes closed. Water was flowing down along his body.
Just in a minute, Lu Qiang heard a sound of bathroom door open and then closed. He turned his head to look in his right side. He saw, Jiang Yuyan was inside the bathroom and was standing near the door with her eyes lowered down and her hands clutching her pajama on either side.
Lu Qiang moved his hands through his hair and on his face to wipe the water and asked, "Why are you here?" He was already trying hard to control his desires but presence of Jiang Yuyan in front of him in there was going to make it worse for him.
Jiang Yuyan replied as she stepped towards him, "I want to help you."
Upon hearing these words Lu Qiang pulled her inside shower, pinned her to the wall opposite to him and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you even know the meaning of helping me in here; in this condition?"